you again?

I get tired of the merry-go-round sometimes

and just when I am sure I can't deal with one more thing - I realize that if I would just learn the lesson I could get off the damned merry-go-round and play on the swings for a bit

If I would learn to recognize it before I took the bait I could have a different response - a different experience - but as long as I behave the same way with the same choices and the same concerns all wrapped up in the same fears I will forever be stuck on the merry-go-round

and once I see that the rest is easy

see the bait - ignore the bait - difuse the situation - leave thier shit on the table and own my own

and today it worked

so yea me